It's been close to a week since I've been back and I can see the trip has taken a toll on me as I've finally fallen ill and am groggy, tired, and weak, mostly. I debated for an hour lying in bed wondering if I should go to work but didn't - decided against it because I wouldn't be productive anyway and would be utterly useless. So now here I am, at home, compiling my Christmas gift lift and trying desperately to make Christmas cards. I even did some cute Christmas tree using perler beads that I hope will surprise some of my friends.

ANYWAY ANYWAY omgz I've never missed humidty and sunshine - I love every drop of rain, and sunshine happiness. Europe was fascinating but I missed Singapore - I'm pretty sure I would never leave this islan. OMG ITS RAINING AGAIN YAY! - fantastic! Okay I just spaced out again but at least my throat doesn't hurt and my eyes aren't watery. Let me sip on my liang teh prepped lovingly by Sister Mary. Okay - anyway -

I'm going off track. I've been thinking of what to do for Heidi and Sandy for their farewell. It's never easy - I remember crying as I did Cherlsy's and Azi's. Seems like everyone that I love (apart from the bff & lini) is leaving. It's so painful compiling a scrapbook (which is precisely what Sandy has requested from me) and I wonder if I will end up crying again :( I'm such an emotional fountain. ugh.

I was planning on being a brave girl and venturing out to get more Christmas gifts but I've been so groggy the entire day sleeping on and off - it's just not worth it - So I'll probably spend the rest of the evening doing Christmas cards and figuring out what to buy for 7 other people.

This entry has been completely way of track. BUT I CANT HELP IT! I'm just too bloooody tired :(